Have you ever cried so much that you thought it was impossible that anymore tears could possibly come out? I have. I had known that my grandfather was in bad shape for a while but when I got that call ,that shocking call it seemed like I was hearing it for the first time. They said it was fatal and they didn't know how long he was going to last. Days, Weeks, Months no one knew. I can only imagine how stupid I looked as I almost fell to the ground in front of all the customers. Tobi catching me telling me to sit and asking what was wrong. I couldn't get 2 syllables out of my mouth without a new batch of tears streaming down my cheek. Needless to say being enable to work I left to head up to the hospital.
When I got there everyone was there. They told me I couldn't cry in front of my grandfather because no one had told him yet. But I was allowed to go in there for a brief moment to tell him I loved him and give him a kiss, the kiss which could have been my last to ever give him.
As I entered the room my senses filled of death and depression. Seeing such a strong man in such a weak position was the hardest thing I ever had to see.
